"I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched."
— Edgar Allan Poe (via headofsmoke)
(Source: caigecollect, via headofsmoke)
"Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell, just to keep getting your fix."
— Karen Marie Moning (via loveyourchaos)
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No regrets
I have no regrets. Not so far. Was it this easy? Why did I not speak to you a long time ago. No regrets. No thoughts. Nothing.
Walking my way
I saw you today. Getting on a bus. My heart just skipped for one beat. That’s it. I walked away.
"The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers. But above all, the world needs dreamers who do."
— Sarah Ban Breathnach (via macythemagicalmarigold)
(via macythemagicalmarigold)
The right thing
“I am doing the right thing”. That has been my mantra today. Repeating it over and over in my little head.
Goodbye
This morning I said goodbye to you. You have been my heart and in my thought almost everyday for the past three years. Last night I asked you to tell it to my face how little you care for me so that my Spanish pried could kick in and I could finally let you go. You said you couldn’t because it wasn’t true. But you also told me that you have never loved. Never been in love with someone.
I think it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all.
I will always love you, but I have to go on living and be with people who can love me back. Can not go on living like a living dead anymore. Want to love and be loved.
I will miss your hands on my thighs grabbing me closer to you. I will miss your kisses that almost made me stop breathing for a while. I will miss our snogging and cuddling in the sofa. I will miss you waking me up in the mornings by pressing yourself closer to me and slowly caressing me. I will miss our talks in the morning while still in bed. I will miss your sense of humour and your laugh. I will miss your text messages. I will miss your smiles. I will miss how you sometimes nibble on my neck or shoulder after having sex. I will even miss you tip-toeing around me when my friends where near, who all hated the fact that I was with you, just out of respect for me. I will really miss you.
Goodbye my heart. Goodbye my love.
Grateful
Today I am grateful for having the best parents ever, for having my niece and sister-in-law near and for my best friends. I am also grateful for my heart being full of love.
"I will love you as we find ourselves farther and farther from one another, where we once were so close that we could slip the curved straw, and the long, slender spoon, between our lips and fingers respectively. I will love you until the chances of us running into one another slip from slim to zero, and until your face is fogged by distant memory, and your memory faced by distant fog, and your fog memorized by a distant face, and your distance distanced by the memorized memory of a foggy fog. I will love you no matter where you go and who you see, no matter where you avoid and who you don’t see, and no matter who sees you avoiding where you go. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this, and no matter how I am discovered after what happens to me as I am discovering this."
— Lemony Snicket (via infinitexposure)
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